I was very shy and quiet in my childhood and never have been able to express myself to anyone fearing, what the other person might think about me if I do so. I was always seeking approval from other people in whatever I did or said.
My childhood was so miserable and abnormal. I dreaded speaking even to a group of 2-3 people. My heart beat would rise and I start to shake and shiver.
As I grew up I started to blame my parents and teachers for not taking care of my mental needs and not doing anything to relieve my shyness and quietness. This state was affecting me to such an extent that I could not do any job for more than 1-2 years as I would be categorized as being shy and quiet and boy, how much I dreaded to hear those words. The more the situation worsens, I leave the job without any reason and find another job. But I never thought that the job was not the problem and the real problem was me.
This had affected my promotions, relationships and my social life was in tatters. I saw nothing else to do than blaming my parents,teachers and society at large for my precarious situation. I was so angry with all of them and actually hated them for ruining my life.
As I reached the age of 35 or so, while browsing the web, I came across a site that professed Energy Healing techniques in order to clear your past issues and emotional blockages. I was so relieved that I begun a self study to get rid of my past issues which was holding me back in life.
As I know how dreadful it is to be holding on to your past and not forgiving, I thought of writing this article to help others who may be stuck like me and does not know any way out.
If you want to live your life to the fullest, you have to experience The Magic of Forgiveness right now. The power of forgiveness is tremendous in relieving you of all the bottled up anger and negative energy that is keeping you stuck in your present reality. To create a new reality for you, the first and foremost thing is to forgive yourself and everybody else for past mistakes and issues.
When we are children, we are unable to decide for ourselves what is good or bad for us. So we take our parents and authority figures words for granted as being the solemn truth. But if our parents and other people are operating through their own fears and negative beliefs, how can they give us correct mental guidance. They are not doing so with malicious interests but operating through ignorance and fears. They may be thinking what they say or do is correct and doing it through pure love. But it all depends on their awareness of life and emotions. So under these circumstances, blaming them for every thing what happened to you is a futile exercise and it keeps to stuck in a vicious cycle.
In order to get unstuck, you have to forgive your parents or whoever, you think had done wrong to you in your childhood and forgive them for good. Keeping any resentment for them will only harm you and not them. The major issue is to forgive yourself too for past follies and mistakes, because you did them as per your awareness of life at that particular time and now you are much more aware and enlightened about how your mind and life works.
Are you going to punish an infant for making a little mistake? No, because you know that the infant cannot think and it does not have your knowledge and awareness about life. The same way, your past mistakes were done with the limited awareness you were having at that particular time and according to the circumstances at that time. So the first thing to get unstuck is to forgive your past mistakes and any body and every body who were involved in those mistakes, for good. It is a must for your own advancement and growth in life.
There are several emotional and energy healing techniques to experience the magic of forgiveness.
The best way is to go to a quiet place and recall an incident of the past, that you wish to forgive and try to feel the hurt as much as you can. If you need to cry, do it. As crying is the best medicine for emotional hurt and pain. Though our societies profess the opposite, latest scientific research shows that crying is a great healer of emotional pain. Recall your inner child who was involved in that particular experience and talk to him and say that you forgive him as he was acting on the awareness that he was having at that time. Reassure him and love him for taking care of you at that time. You may have to do this more than once for bigger hurts, but it is worth it. because your present health and wealth is dependent on healing your past issues.
When you forgive a particular past issue or hurt, you may feel much lighter and relieved. This is because the stuck energy is being released and this released energy could be used for present creative purposes, such as attracting more wealth and abundance to your life or improving on your relationships etc. Most of the time when a big hurt is released, the small branches are automatically chopped off. Along the way you may find it becoming easier and easier to forgive your past and others who were involved in it.
I suggest you look in to the below web site for more information and easy techniques on how to forgive your past mistakes and attract more health and wealth to your life right now.